Last night, we went to see "the imitation game."
Loved it. It's my favorite kind of movie: true story, insurmountable task, complicated main character. The hero's journey. Very well done.
I never get tired of reading or watching "hero's journey" stories. The triumph of the human spirit. The same thing that rivets me to the Olympic Games. Doing the impossible. (if you are unfamiliar with the term "hero's journey," here are some other examples: Rocky, Star Wars, karate kid, Shawshank redemption, Lorenzo's oil). (please feel free to add a comment mentioning a hero's journey story that is a favorite of yours).
For 22 years now, I've been attempting the impossible – to completely overcome a nasty autoimmune disease. A "chronic, incurable" illness. Of course, like running a four-minute mile, a thing will remain impossible until someone does it. Then, it either inspires others to do the same, or that person is written off as an idiot, a lunatic, a charlatan, a heretic, a liar...
What often happens with people who are able to overcome "incurable" diseases is they are dismissed by "authorities" with a remark along the lines of, "well they must've never had that disease in the first place. They must've been misdiagnosed."
In my 22 years of attempting the impossible, I haven't completely accomplished my goal, but I've had periods of really good health, getting free of all prescription medications. Already, that was "impossible," according to my doctors.
I'm proud of this- and pleased to have basically done the equivalent of getting about halfway up Mount Everest - but I still don't have quite the quality of life that I want. And I will never give up until I do.
In fact I wear a necklace (which I never take off) that says "never never never give up."
I continue my quest for optimal health, and I no longer care what anyone thinks about my tactics. I don't believe that anything is impossible. In fact I take the word "impossible" as a challenge, like a glove to the face challenging me to a duel.
This is my approach, and I do not expect everyone else to take the same approach. There's nothing wrong with learning ways to cope with an illness as opposed to fighting it. I choose to fight. By fight, I do not mean deny or "white knuckle" and suffer- I mean I actively look for solutions.
I was recently blocked from a lupus Facebook group. I can only think that it was because I was posting a bout alternative medicine and other solutions to lupus. I certainly didn't post anything offensive or attack anyone.
I am completely okay with having been kicked out of that group. It was a lot like the in person support groups from 20 years ago. Very problem-focused.
I joined forces with another person who was kicked out of that group for the same reasons, and we started a new page: cure for lupus. Typically, any page that mentions a "cure" for an illness is focused on raising money so that big Pharma can invent some kind of miracle drug for us.
We are not waiting on a miracle drug. I don't believe there will ever be one for lupus. Our "cures" are natural and are about diet and alternative medicine- or anything that will restore balance and harmony in the body.
I'm just happy that after 22 years, I have found a fellow traveler with whom to climb "Mount Everest."
The Singing Patient
The Singing Patient